Good Morning Everyone:

     Yes thats right its morning this time and its really to early for me but Im here.  Had a very busy last week as usual the the days flew by.  I been feeling pretty good as far as the nausea goes and have tried weaning myself off of some of the medicine.  It does not appear that I can do it as I can only go a few days withut the Reglan and my old friend nausea catches up.  I dont like taking the Reglan but I dont like the nausea either.  But whats a little upset stomach when I realize Im here to whineeeeeeeee.  This time last year I ws recovering from a truly successful surgery to repair the list of partially successful surgery attempts.   I was really on my way to chemo this tmie and the fear was setting in but also the excitement of maybe getting some of this over.  I truly hope its over cause honestly although it does not consume me its the homework that never goes away, the test thats tommorow, the bill you cant afford to pay, its always there and id has yet to seem to wanna go away.  Forgetting it does not seem possible alll I do is try to focus on the positives now I guess as times goess by I will not live it as much.  Please pray for my friends Michael McGrath, Douglas Jablonsk the are both seriously battling cancer at this time.  Both have been seriously ill but have remained in the fight.   I pray for them to have the courage to continue there fight and never give up.  Well Im off to work I hope everyone had a great weekend.

God Bless

Randy