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Wednesday, December 21st 2005

14:02

Mixed Emotions

Hello Everyone:

    Well for many of you who dont know it was that time of year again.  Yesterday I had a PET/CT scan to determine if I am in remission.  After a long sleepless night last night I was able to call the Bone Marrow Clinic and find that the preliminary report was negative.  So this should mean that I am probably still in remission and there is not detectable cancer.  Yesterday there were graduation ceromonies for the Fall Class of West Point Command and Leadership Program the class which I attended and completed.  Completing this course was like the best news I have had other then my remission.  Both were a huge relief.  Now is where the Survivor Guilt will kick in and I realize how lucky I am compared to so many of my contemporaries.  I have been give the gift of life and believe me I count my blessing daily.  I would like to thank you all for your prayers and support through out the this fight.  I would like to ask that you all say a prayer for Michael D. McGrath a Margate City Fireman who just lost a valiant fight with cancer this morning.  Michael was a true warrior and a amazing individual he was very inspirational to me in my fight.  Please visit his website at MichaelDMcgrath.com and leave a message in the Guest Book.  My thoughts and prayers go out to his family at this time.

Well  I am off!  God Bless

 

Randy

  

   

 

 

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