I hope everyone had a Happy Easter.  Everything was great here!  Everyone is relatively healthy and doing well.  I have a appointment with my surgeon tommorow so we will see where I am now.  I am about 5 weeks ought of surgery now and Im doing pretty well.  I am still not lifting anything yet and I am doing my best to keep it that way.  I really dont ever want to go through this again so Im just trying to beat that thought in my head and be as good as I can.  My scar looks great and its much better then any of the other ones.  I think Ill keep this one.  The only problem that I am having is a burning censation through out the surgery site.  This is believed to be the nerve endings that were cut when doing the surgery.  If I told you that is like a huge pain in the a** then I would be whining and I dont have time for a whiners myself included.  To many people with real problems out there.  Can I get and AMEN!  So everything is doing well at this point to the best my knowledge Im still Kicking Cancers Ass.  Why me I really cant answer that sometimes I wish I knew.  Yes I have survivor guilt I wont lie.  But I to want all my friends to do well its just unfortunate that some suffer more then others.  I thank you all again for all the support that everyone has offered me again I couild not do it without all of you.

God Bless

Randy