I thank you all for those who still viist my site! Obviously I have not blogged in quite a while.  Many reasons for this of course.  Obviously my mother has passed (Oct 9, 2007) this has been a difficult time for me as I am sure it would be for everyone.  I can say that I was fortunate to have her as long as I did.  She had lived on sheer will and faith for several months.  Refusing to give up to her last moments.  She inspired me greatly as she rarely if ever complained.  Until her last week she was active in helping others.  I have comfort knowing that she is out of pain yet this is sometimes not enough.  I am still in remission as far as medical testing can tell us.  I always get extremely apprehensive between August and December.  August is when it started and December is when I get tested.  I am fortunate that everything went well this year once again. Yes it is a continual struggle to stay positive and move forward. However I have so many role models and just looking at the way they lived their lives motivates me to continually move forward and through the past.  I am here and able to type and quite frankly many of my contemporaries are not.  So I am frankly lucky and blessed.  I wish all of you the best and thank you all for the support you have given me.  I can assure that I am still very active in trying to help others.  I have shifted gears towards myspace.com as I network with survivors and fighters on a regular basis.  Its all about trying to do for others what you have all done for me!  My myspace is www.myspace.com/survivor12.  This is where I lurk pretty frequently now.  Well I am off time for the cough syrup and bed apparently my flu shot got the flu!!

God Bless

Randy

KICKING CANCERS ASS ONE DAY AT A TIME!