21 December 04     0020 hours

Hello Everyone:

     Today is just not a great day I have had some worse just not a whole lot of them.  I may have gotten very good news yesterday wont know till tommorow. Im basically either very lucky or potentially very sick again.  I have just visited our friends daughters website and received disturbing news and its now just a Bad Day.  Honestly as often happens if you look around you dont have look to far there is always someone who has problems that are real, and in retrospect ours are minor or just perceived.  Throughout my journey with this disease process I have met many such people.  People that are survivors they fight against all odds they dont know the word quit.  Please visit our friends daughters site www.weloveshelby.com  and sign her guest book with well wishes.  Shelby is just one of the people I have described and she has just been diagnosed with cancer.  Michelle and my prayers go out to Shelby and her parents and so should yours.

Remember to Count Your Blessings

Randy